Sunday, 13 January 2013

Deja vu?

After struggling with stuff to write about over the past few days due to finishing off various essays last-minute, I think I've finally found something - although, I may have to keep the topic a little incognito, so bear with me.

I've grown up a lot since coming to Uni. From budgeting my own money to living with people besides my family, it's been a whole new experience - and I'm only in the 2nd semester!
So when I look back on my life before Uni, I can clearly see my perspective on some things has changed....A LOT.

I've had a huge jump in personality too - many other people who have been to University told me that some personalities change at least 5 times before they finally settle at the end of University life. Mine's already changed about 2-3 times; not much, but the little things, such as not being as bouncy as I used to be. In fact, when I went home, I almost reverted, and that would have been disastrous if it wasn't for my parents, my sister and my brother-in-law, all of whom gently pointed this out!

So here's the incognito bit. Now, you'll need to think about this one a little bit, because if you think this may involve you, have a think of the bigger picture too - because it might not be.

Some people continue to do what they have been doing since before/around the end of my 6th form years (remember, this could be anyone), which I can cope with just fine.

But now a few others are at it too - it's a little bit like I've stepped back in time, like I'm going through it all over again; but this time, I have my mature head on.
Sure, I was quite bouncy at the start of the year, but now I've calmed down significantly, I can see things in a whole new light.

Sometimes the outcome can be good in these situations, but sometimes it can be a little unhealthy, especially when someone isn't in the same boat as you.
And as you watch it continue, you wish you could do something to at least calm it down, but you don't know how.

For the record, this isn't about anyone in my flat or anyone associated with them. They continue to be brilliant and fun, as you do :)

Sorry for the dreaded "Post of Bleh and Dreariness" - it's just that feeling you get when you wish something - or someone - could just give you a break...

And I've only been back a week...



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